慢生活！

最近喜歡上一位youtuber她讓我愛上慢生活的節奏。
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剛完成了80% 健康茶 🍵的包裝設計。
現在無所事事看著youtube看看自己近日喜歡的youtuber。
這位中國女生無意識的影響我的生活節奏和哲學。
簡單的生活，健康的飲食，一切都是高貴的氣質。

氣質這東西真的是從小就開始培養的，
我這大喇喇的性格其實需要改進，我學習平心氣合說話，
學習放慢說話的速度，學習讓自己成為一位有價值的女人。

很多小細節都是從生活的習慣開始，以前什麼事情都是慢慢來。
結果東西都堆積城山了房子和人都變得慵懶和凌亂。
慢生活是一種把事情有規律的處理好。
不急於把事情亂處理，因為把事情認真處理好就可以避免後患。

同時間我也把自己的喜歡to do list習慣也去掉了。
因為這不但沒把事情處理好，反而累積的事情看起來很多。
導致間接性的懶散不去處理，反而每天醒來告訴自己今天需要完成這件事情。
睡覺前把明天想做的事情大約安排下行程。
反而做起事情來的事半功倍，我也覺得輕鬆很多。

有時候捨去一些所謂的觀念這樣會讓人更加懂得安排時間
而有效率的把事情完成。
好的，我要去睡覺了，晚安咯！

LOST NIGHT

就突然被莫名的壓力襲擊
好多事情感覺需要時間去做，但是我能做好嗎？
我開始質疑我自己的能力了
突然變的好懦弱，沒勇氣。
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感覺需要正能量開始！

DECEMBER

重新開始不難，最難的是有心無力。
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11月份終於把燈飾店鋪給結業了。
你問我是否感覺到很可惜嘛？
老實說對我而言那是另一種的重新開始認識自己。

12月份了，時間過的很快不知不覺2018就要結束了。
以前每個月都會為自己紀錄自己的成長紀錄，
可惜今年卻沒有。

我計劃明天開始把每個月發生的事情大約筆記下來。
我真的很想回顧，今年到底發生了什麼事情和感觸。
其實我內心很不捨得把這一年給結束，因為這一年卻是發生很多事情。
但是歲月就是不留人，而我們眼前還有很多事情等著我們去處理。
我相信我也沒有太多的藉口去推遲。

新的旅程是一個未知數。
我害怕，但是我得前進。
沒有人會給予你支持，你不需要為自己加油！
晚安！

HOPEFULLY

I tried to be a perfect person but
I know that's not perfect person exist.
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Every day I learn to be humble and be faithful.
Is hard for me especially when I had some bad things happened to me.
Inside me was feeling so tough!
OMG!!!

H A P P Y M A R R I A G E !

It's was a sudden he mentioned your name in our conversation.
It's not usual,  I knew it!
The 6th sense was telling the next message was going to make me feel upset.
"He's getting married soon!"
......
I was happy but at the same time, I felt upset either.
"She from Hong Kong and her style's look like you."
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Hope, I'm overthinking you still reading my blog!
Hope you never know I knew you're getting married soon.
Since 3 years ago you decided to stop connecting in FB, read the message without replied.
Yeah, sometimes I do miss the moment!
"The moment"
Waiting for your message, waiting for your call, waiting for you off work!
3 hours different plus your working hours were killing me!
Waiting was not enjoyable but was a moment I had patient to be waiting for you.
Counting down the day we were together and exciting for the next travel for meeting up.
Making handcraft ready the gift for you was the last thing I did for someone I loved.
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"I miss the moment about ME when I with you"
I know what is faith, believe and love.
I miss myself so much!
Because of you, I know what is LOVE stand for.
Because of you, I know what is LETTING GO.
I learned to say goodbye when I still loving.

I'm glad you meet her and I'm really happy for both of you.
Congratulation!
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# Every time when I mentioned about him I felt sad because I missed myself so much!
I haven't meet someone who can make me feel butterfly in my stomach.
I miss the moment I'm in love! I feel proud of myself! Haha!

INSOMNIA

Tried so many ways to make myself sleep!
Have no idea why I still up and it's become worst
from 3am, 4am, now at least 6am just can sleep!
OMG
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Yesterday went to the gym, tried to fix my sleeping problem.
So intense the workout should be work this time for my sleep
until 6am my eyes wide open.

I was scrolling the 马蜂窝 and the Chaozhou is on the top list for food hunter!
Damn, I google it and check out the location.
Chaozhou link to Shanghai and link to Beijing.

So many nice tourist spots!
I need a travel partner! Sigh.... how amazing it is the end is boring if I'm alone.
I can't type anymore my headache is killing me.
Continue again!
Good night & Adios!

PERIOD!

Thank god she's coming today!

Tomorrow we'll have a big party and gonna drink like hell.

And she visits me!

Can I show that "I don't give a damn?"

Ugh.....

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A week ago.

My mood was swinging like a roller coaster.

Unstable and it's caused me cry like no reason & easily get upset.

I'm so suffering from my emotional!

Overthinking and I felt like my life so meaningless and shit!

Most horrible was I'm insomnia a week.

Company issues financial problem, NGO issues I haven't done my committee name list yet,

my online business planning & so many ideas stuck in my brain.

Especially I found out he hides his moments.

Yeah! I broke down, thank you for the insignificant action.

And he said my moments indicate! I don't want to talk anymore.

But anyway, how much I'm worried the problem won't be solved

unless I find a way to solve it.

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Yes, I make it.

Now, thinking about tomorrow outfit and plan my housework.

Reading a book and chat with friends.

Try deal with my PERIOD!

Playing some hippie songs from JOOX.

Done my complaint, it's time for a rest.

Good night everyone!

Sweet dream!

MAY!

It's such a long time, I never been here!
Sorry!
Everything is still under construction.
Not in a mood to do that after came back from Perak.
Was struggling with some important decisions.
Anyway, it was a past and I should move on.
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Thankful who visit my site and found out nothing here!
I apologize for it.

But promise that will back on the right track.
And I'll start my blog definitely will be talked about my life first!
I'll challenge myself to make some videos or doing some LIVE in 17, Facebook or Instagram.

Life is so unpredictable, I don't know what happen on tomorrow.
For me right now, I'm learning love myself, study and increase myself values.
This is so important for a woman who turns 30 now.

Okay, it's time to stop now.
Getting my dinner and book my ticket to Kuala Lumpur on tomorrow!
So, leaving my town few days and will keep update!
Remember to follow me on Instagram: Miewkee !
See you there!

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